157. A new dawn.

Yesterday I found out something about my past. I didn’t seek it – it came to me.

I didn’t know what to feel then. I knew there has to be a reason why He showed me what He did. There’s got to be wisdom behind it.

After weeks of letting my inner voice go unheard, I kept still & listened last night.

And I understand now.

It’s to show me that the tide has passed. I am free. I was reeling for a while, but from shock, not from pain. We have both moved on, albeit in different manners & ways. All is good now, alhamdulillah, all is well. I have truly come full circle. The pen has dried for that spiritual journey & a new dawn is rising.

I will always pray the best for everyone involved. I hope the ex treats his new partner well.

I am healed & that, that is every reason to rejoice & praise Him for. Alhamdulillah.

So apt that dad read al-Inshirah for Fajr this morning. “Verily with hardship, there is ease.”

Thank you to those who kept me going throughout this journey. I cannot wait for what is to come. Bring it on!

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